Preserve days

Assalamualaikum,

I drifted away from blogging for a while, I don't mean to, but it just happened. But, I don't think I should apologize since I make myself stop blogging for a while. Maybe for half of a year. And yeah, I don't think I will summarize up all my stories from the way back. Let bygones be bygones should we? Exactly, there are some posts that still saved as drafts, such as my experience during interview to be one of the PISMP student. 

So, lets just have a cup of tea or something. I don't want to get myself burden for remembering the old stories. But one thing to be yeay, if you notice that, I changed my blog domain. So yeah, no more cherita-lili after this. It was quite immature, seriously. InshaAllah, I will try my best to use this blog as good as possible. I mean, maybe I can focus more on something that will benefits others, and help myself to be super duper busy with writing. As you know, I really love writing but whats stop me is actually I keep telling myself ; "NANTI". Haha, I should not...

Okay, I don't want to be so serious for this entry, maybe because after a long break, I need to get the spirit of writing back. Personally, right now, for those who are still wondering, how my days for these several months, maybe I can't reply much. Too many too share. But, a praise to Allah is a must, For everything actually. For your information, I admitted myself in Universiti Putra Malaysia (UPM). Alhamdulillah. There is nothing worth than a praise to Him. 

For sure, there is a lot of ordeals and I am bit stress lately due to current midsem examination. I hope nothing except prays for me. I feel pressured because I don't think I mentally prepared yet. Some of my friends got themselves beautiful notes on their hands, and I really wonder, when they did those notes? Okay fine, my fault in any way. whatever it is, I hope everything is under His blessing.

Wallahualam. Lets continue with study. Go Maliihah

Deactivated

Assalamualaikum.

There is nothing much to say but Alhamdulillah, today I almost settle up the business between my client or proper called as customers. Alhamdulillah,I just took an hour to finish up all those things that keep strangled in my head lately. Right now, I'm currently in a good mood although I still need to face with jpj test this Wednesday. Please pray for me.

Well what should I write right now? It's have been a long time since I left my blog , so yeah it is kinda hard to write and start brainstorming again.

I did follow some famous blogs that encourage me to write, but I'm pretty sure that the latest entries that I had post were mostly about my emotions. Biasa la perempuan kan?
Actually, these tough days really made myself thinking hard about deactivate my accounts , such as  Instagram, twitter… I don't know the main reason is, but I'm pretty sure it is mostly about the changes that I want to make. For sure, I have deactivated my twitter, pretty much because I always put my first thought  on Twitter, and I afraid that I will write something without thinking twice. I afraid I choose to let go my anger, disappointment and all stupid things there, in either way which bring bad things than a positive one. More than that, I afraid my relationship with Allah will get further.

I did deactivate my  Instagram account before, for a while, but after some confusion, the account still active until now. Sigh.

Sometimes, we cannot help ourselves from faking ourselves from being us. It is full of lust, pretty much I felt for some. But, I'm not being hypocrite , I'm just being me. If you once know me like this and like that, it is me.

But, people can change right? I’m not saying that I will deactivate forever, but I need some rest right now. I want to be more focused on the reality, which I think I make my life by that. It is more colorful, and we can feel the sincerity by just meet them  face to face.

I think I have nothing to say. Haha bye2.

 Jangan marah..