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Ego

Heart,
shattered into pieces, broken apart,
They ask me why,
The cry shadows by,
The sorrow traps upon me,
Hoping for a tie,
between a white lie.

Heart,
Cannot be deny,
the forgiveness that I beg,
the disrectfulness that full of regret,
from the heart mom and dad,
that I did crack.

Heart,
What do you except,
from a fake light,
to turn everything just right?
The saying of "I'm sorry..."
just keeping it deep inside,
from a mouth of somewhat child,
that's need to learn again,
what honor and respect would be like.

Heart,
Egoism attacks
the reason behind the crime,
every doom never see the shine,
to fit a day without a pray,
hoping he and she forget it away,
the day;
when rude is me,

to stay shut from the apology,
don't ever try to be...

_maliihahnur [070416 1627]

Monolog : Cuba

Aku kenal pandangan tu,
Pandangan yang kau beri kepadaku,
Pandangan penuh harapan,
Pandangan bersalut impian,
Supaya aku kembali seperti dulu.

Jangan fikir aku mengalah,
Aku kan sudah dewasa,
Kau juga yang kata.
Aku takkan mengalah,
Biar aku asyik rebah,
Biar aku sering kalah,
Dengan nafsu aku sendiri,
Tapi aku takkan mengalah,
Itu janji aku.

Aku kini mungkin tak sama,
Sepertimana pertama kali kita berjumpa,
Aku lebih baik, lebih molek,
Puji kau, seru aku jadi seperti dulu.
Ya, mungkin.
Tapi kau kena tahu satu.
Aku mungkin sahaja bisu,
Senyapnya seribu,
Tiada khabar indah menyingkap kalbu,
Hmph, aku sedang cuba kau tahu?
Cuba untuk kembali seperti dulu.